Happy moments come n go. So fast tat sometimes we dun even rmb it even exists in e fers place.
Do u even bother if u were once happy with ur loved ones? Or rmb e sad n angry moments tat u both had?
Memories r v funny thing. Happy memories only comes out with sadness n agony overcomes ur mind.
Treasure e happy moments u hv before they become ur permanent memories...
6 more days to my rest day.. Ahhh..
Hmmm but m not wasting time at hm.. If can, wanna find some part time job to wrk... Mayb telemarketing or data entry bahs... Earn some personal income for myself...
Can say im gonna be a full time mummy soon le. Hahas... Fianlly can spend more time with qiqi le.. Cannot dun admit i hv been neglecting her... So gotta make up e time with her...
<3 <3 <3
Everything end with a smile...
I think its time for mi to reali think wat i reali want.. Happines is leaving, depression is on e way... My heart simply breaks into pieces which super glue oso cannot mend.. I think wat he said is right. I love myaelf more den him...
I tried to change.. But i nid time.. Of u expect mi to change overnight den sorry.. Im not e gal for u...
I can onli leave in silent, like wat i m doing now .. I hope u will happy... =)...
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, January 23, 2011
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
Finally... 8 more days to my rest day.. No need to suffer at wrk alr..
A good news to share with all of u.. Im having a BOI!!! Hee ya... Veri veri happy...
Finally i m quiittting Jean yip.. Im not coming back here anymore... Too many gossips liao... Cannot stand it anymore...
Short post today...
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Saturday, January 22, 2011
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Im tired... Real tired.. it's 0227am in e morning n i still cant slp when i hv an 0919am appt... Im depressed..
I m reali sick of everything in life now including myself... In fact i HATE myself to e CORE... I oso dunno how come things will end up this way but... things jus did..
I just gave everything up including myself...
Sorry if i hv hurt u... that's e onli thing i can say to u now coz u might not hv a chance to hear from mi anymore...
Not threatening u but i m sick of living in this world...
Sick of making u stressed up...
Sick of this world full of gossips...
Sick of everything in life....
Just wanna get away from all these nonsenses to a place of PEACE...
I need peace to calm my depressing mood..
I imagined myself standing on top of a high building, shutting my eyes shut n *BOOM* everything will end there... How i wish i hv tat courage to do that.. im still searching for tat courage of mine... where has it gone to....
Waiting for it to come n Find mi.... Let mi finish all these nonsenses n bring mi to PEACE...
When will tat day happened??
Waiting.....
Waiting.......
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, January 19, 2011
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
I m totally stressed out.... Depressed... How i wish i can die now... But it will be so unfair to my unborn baby... But wat else can i do... I m stucked between my family n my hubby...
How to choose... I reali dunno le....
I m reali v tired lr... If reali given mi a choice, i will bear everything myself...
Reali reali veri depressed.... Stressed over discipline of daphne... Hais....
Damn damn depressed...
Can someone help mi or bring mi away from all these problems...
I reali nid a solution soon... If not i will collaspe sooner or ltr...
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Saturday, January 15, 2011
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Monday, January 10, 2011
Have u ever calculate how many mondays r there in a year??? Well... I cant be bothered to count it... I dun wanna look forward to another monday.
Working is just another day... Be it happy or not, u still hv to pass this day..
One week 7 days, one day 24 hours.. Work itself has alr occupied 10 hours. Sleep occupied 8 hours... N we r left with only 6 hours to spend time with our loved ones n frens.. Hw r u gg to divide e time??? Hard decision isn't it??
That's y i say, life's hard...
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Monday, January 10, 2011
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Thursday, January 6, 2011
18 weeks into my pregnancy.. Excited n looking forward for my nx scan on e 19 jan coz by den i can noe e gender of my baby le.. Hopefully he or she will open e little leg oh.. Unlike e sister,Daphne, dun wanna open her legs until e 7th month.. Hmmm i wish its a boi this time.. Coz actually i miss my little boi.. I hope God will gif mi another boi n little brother for Daphne .. She had been looking forward for a little brother n hopefully both of us get our wish:-)
So far things r still so good. Though there r hicupps here n there, but its ok coz in this world nothing is perfect.. Im happy now.. Really...
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, January 06, 2011
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Sunday, January 2, 2011
2011 a new year, a new start. Hopefully everything goes well for mi n my love ones...
I sincerely hope tat e relationship between Daphne n Alex will improve gradually..
Most of all is Daphne to be more obedient den last time. This year she is in K1 le.. Reali must be more obedient le.. Hais worried for her sia.. Being a Mother is really not easy lor... Hais.... But for her sake n my unborn child i will jia you!!!¡¡¡
Alex han, be it u got see this post or dun hv i jus wanna tell u, i love u!!!!!!
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, January 02, 2011
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