Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Last night with u... U asked me y i cry when i'm prepared alr.. Reason veri simple.. Coz i SHE BU DE..
Although our relationship is not very long, but I just cant bear to cast u down n leave u alone...
U r just like a Big baby... How can i not worry??
However, i dun dare to put any hopes that u will wait for mi.. Not tat i dun trust u... It's just tat when hopes are high, Disappointment r bigger...
When e day i come out & u r still there waiting for mi, it will be a bonus for mi...
This 2 mths plus i m reali happy... u treat mi real good this is wat i can say... I've complete trust on u...
But Temptations r just too great... I'll not noe wat will be going on out there...
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I'm envious of my fren.... Coz His gf actually waited for him for 1 yrs plus & still waiting.....
I wonder if u can do so....
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I promise u  i'll be good in there & Hope for tagging out...
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I'll miss u & Qiqi Greatly...
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Seriously....
I
Love
U.
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Take care of urself when i'm not ard... .
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I treat ur words very seriously.... "As long as u r still working @ Monte Carlo, i believe u will wait for mi..." But if one fine day u tell mi u no longer working there, i'll prepare myself that u will not wait any more....
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I'll miss u de....
Mauckx....
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, July 07, 2010 0

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Can't slp.. Hais... Just one more day left... & my freedom will be cut off as well as of my beloved ones...
Won't be seeing them for quite some time le....
Sad... Yes i will be...
Someone said i've great fighting spirit.. Yes i have & i'm trying to maintain that infront of all ppl.. but when it comes to late night, i'm back to my ownself... Just a simple, fragile ger...
I wont easily let someone noe wat i m thinking... It's just mi... I dunno y...
Well....
Last Day...
Will i be missed??
:'(
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Tuesday, July 06, 2010 0

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Sorry for everything... I simply just hate myself now... It reali breaks my heart to see u like this.... Wat happens when i reali go in? R u going to get urself this Drunk every now n den??
I noe tat day i Drunk must have made u veri Xin ku oso.. Sorry ...
But i reali dun wanna see u this drunk le... Do u noe it's veri dangerous? & i fear tat u will kena beaten by ppl...
I Seriously dun wan u to get drunk...
I'm going in le.. Watever happens next i wont be able to see it...
Wat u do i oso dunno le... But right now i jus wan u to be happy till the day i go in...
I dunno how long i hv to stay inside tat place but even if i come out, u no longer there for mi i still hope that u lead a very happy life without getting drunk anymore...
I onli wan u to be happy like the way u wanted mi to....
I will onli be happy if u r....
:(
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, July 04, 2010 0