Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Feeling emo these days... Dunno why... telling myself not to think tat much alr... But thoughts just filled my mind unexpectedly... I'm afraid.... Seriously scared... But i've no one to turn to... Coz no one will reali understand how i reali feel...
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I feel so bad.... Coz soon i'll say bye bye to my little one in mi... some says it's painful... well i dunno... But wat i noe is it will reali leave a scar in my heart.... definitely it will haunt mi for e rest of my life...
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I noe i'm left with no choice tat's y i choose this irreversable road... Hais...
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I just hope i've made e correct choice... without regrets....
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-Depressed^Xiao_S-

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, April 28, 2010 1 some times things dnt happen the way we wan it to...but that is life..
but i really pity u..
twice u have been let down..but u choose to carry on strongly..
but this time
i know u have been left with no choice when u choose to take this last option..
there will always be regrets..
but i suppose things will be better for u this way..
i m a buddist.. i dnt support abortion.. but i believe that the little one will understand ur feelings..
my heart goes out to u..
take care and be strong..
i always believe that if we work hard enough,
we can change our own life..

Steve. http://xiao-s-sadistic.blogspot.com/2010/04/emo.html?showComment=1272471972615#c587031433247454558 Anonymous Anonymous April 29, 2010 at 12:26 AM   <$BlogItemCreate$>

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Ytd Dearie sent mi home at about 12 plus in the afternoon den after tat he went home SLP...Both of us is like So tired....Zzzz ... But i did not slp straight away... i do some house chores fers before going for a nap.... Den in e evening i meet up with Dearie for Dinner @ Bugis... we had Japanese food (Aijisen)  for dinner... nice... but due to both of us are sick, did not manage to finish up e food...
After which we meet up with Andy for movie... Initially we wanted to watch Monga but too late liaos... So end up we go watch Bounty Hunter... To mi it's a nice show... However for ppl like Andy, he dun understand wat the show is all about so he end up playing his Iphone game throughout e show... & for my Dearie, he basically SLP through e whole show.. Zzzz.... Wat a shame.... Zzzzz
After e movie we went to Club Mango... Andy treated 2 jugs of beer... I saw alot of frens & ex-customers from Singthai disco... I'm sick lehs... Zzzz end up drank quite alot... Zzzz.... Dearie was angry... i think... coz i abit sehx liaos....
After Club Mango we walk over to parklane to eat something... Zzz ... After eating i Dunno why i suddenly felt veri giddy n my head hurts a lot... wanted to bang my head against e wall... Zzzzz den Dearie see mi so Xin ku so he sent mi home...
After i reach home, i spent almost an hour just to Vomit... Zzzz Damn it lor...
Now feeling better alr.. better den YTD....
Zzzzz ....
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Today Went to Bugis village to buy bag,  Dunno how & why my bag spoilt..... Spent $25 to buy a Zinc bag... den after that go to wrk tgt with Dearie & john... Another day at wrk... Except today is damn slack....
Played black jack with Dearie & he lost 6 mugs of plain water to mi.. haahaa... i onli lost 4 mugs to him:)
Blackjack to be continue ltr lo... wahahaas... Must make sure he drink many many water... Coz he dun like to Drink plain water at all... zzzz....
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-xiao_s-

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, April 25, 2010 0


A song composed by a 17 yrs old girl that had passed away









English version lyric. (Credit for changetheworld forum member)



"Lovynn Kan"



*Chorus Start*



Before I close my eyes for the last time

I wish to tell you I love you

In your embrace, don't wish to let go

In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you

I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing

After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side

But please don't forget

You promised me you will live on as well as you can



I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place

I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore

I won't be able to wait for dawn

Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing

But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad





在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮

所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易

生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我 永远 爱你。

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, April 25, 2010 0

Friday, April 23, 2010

Coughing like mad sia... Zzzz still have to come wrk... bo bianzZzz... Today got SHOW... If nv come deduct 3 days pay sia... Zzz SianzZzz....
Poor Him oso coughing badly... Zzzz ... :(
Bought cough syrup... Yucky taste... Eeee... Tasted liaos... Zzzz
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Today while walking to work, kena spotted by Pui pui & ah hao... Zzz hahas.... Walking hand in hand.... Pai seh sia ... wahahas.....
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Now it's Official liaos lahs..... SO many ppl noe liaos.... No more secret liaos... wahahas.....
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 now time to go work liaos!!!!!

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Friday, April 23, 2010 0

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Am at Lan shop with my didi, John & my Tare panda, Alex.. hahas... Say come here play L4D... den now two of them playing FB games... John toking to a gal online while alex playing mahjong... & here i am blogging... hahas.... I wanna restart my comp lahs... cant log on to L4D....>:(... angry.... .
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Borings lahs.... Zzz....
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SianzZz... Today went to C my lawyer liaos... he asked mi to prepare myself at least 6 mths & abv.... Sianz liaos lor.... Zzzz.... Hais.... Now onli can drag for more time onli.... To save more money & get more time for my family & loved ones.....
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Sometimes i hate my life.... I wonder y is my life like this... But i cant blame anyone except myself coz life is mine... i choose my own path.... so up till now wat had caused my life to become like this is myself.... no ppl to blame on.....
However... im trying to make amendments now.... trying to give my family a better life, Spending more time with them....
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Walked into a new R/s.... Forgetting the past & moved on now... No point lingering ard e past when the past does not exist anymore.... PPL DO CHANGES!!!! hahas....
.Onli Treasure wat u have now is REALISTIC.... dun u guys agreed??
If u take things/ppl for granted, wat do u think u will get in rtn??
Nothing or mayb lost of things/ppl tat u loved....
So RMB!!! Cherish ppl/things ard u... They might not be e one who will walk with u e rest of ur life but RIGHT NOW they are walking hand in hand with u......
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-Misses-
-Loves-
-Xiao_S-
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♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 22, 2010 0

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Wat a day @ social house  last nitex... Zzzz....
Drunk drunk & drunk....
Photos uploaded in facebook.... Looking at e way how we Drink... Scary... Zzz....
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After Social house we came back to Monte Carlo... & guess wat... Continued Drinking.... For mi, i drank onli Orange juice coz i cannot liaos... hahas... Weak ritex.... Zzz, come on lehs... Drank SSSSOOOO Much @ social house liaos, come back still drink sure DIE!!!!
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Went home about 9plus in e morning & onli get to catch a NAP for abt 2 hours den go to wrk liaos.... Damn shag.... Those who went Social house last nite all very VERY very SHAGGED!!!! they are= Victor Choo!!! Alex!!! John!!! Ah Xing!!! & Me!!!
Power sia.... All Super human liaos....
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Now finished wrk... slacking at Rm 88 while waiting for transport to come... Tired... Slpy... Lucky today not many customer... ZZZ
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Today is SOOO like sunday....
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*YawnZzz... 
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Time to go hm liaos...
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Moving on to another chapter of my life le...
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Enjoy....
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Buais...
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Nitex Everyone...
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-END- 

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, April 21, 2010 0

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Ytd Power lehs... Went to Lynn's Bday @ Tanjong Pagar- Club PamPamgan. Reached about 10 plus pm, 12 am Dead Drunk alr... Break my Own RECORD ever..... Zzzz....
Her buddy more POWER... within 2 hours opened 3bottles MARTELL & it's finished abt the time i going off... After i went off, the 4th bottle is opened....Zzzzz
Ytd Dead-drunk yet did not vomit...Zzzzz today come work had Laksa for lunch & BOOM!!! Vomited everything out... hahas,,,, but Ytd "HOR-FUN" still haven come out yet... Zzzz
Am going to stop MARTELL for awhile liaos... Smell Onli felt disgusted.... Zzzzz 
*Yucky lahs.... 
*Puke....
*ArgHh,,,,, 

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, April 18, 2010 1 boo!!! http://xiao-s-sadistic.blogspot.com/2010/04/break-record-day.html?showComment=1271969919367#c6282718168552172667 Anonymous Anonymous April 23, 2010 at 4:58 AM   <$BlogItemCreate$>

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Another day at last... & i hope today will be a peaceful day without any problems..
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O.o Ytd after work i was very very tired... Veri veri Slpy... Zzzz...
i almost fell aslp while counting my Float... Zzzz Den after tat  i received a call from Kor-melvin telling me he Buang.. i tot wat happen, Den ling ling took over the fone & tell me e story- it goes like this- Ling ling lonbang melvin wanna go buy something( Damn, i tot onli guys lonbang gals ) den down the slope ling ling did nnt control properly n there they go, flying off the bike... 
When they called, hey told mi how bad their injuries was... but when i Got there, i was laughing at them... looking at their silly faces & injuries... Not a big deal after all... melvin wanna mi to acc him as he cannot go home but i was way too tired to stay so i left him at the SONG KA there & asked ling ling they all to acc him... .
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Had a great long rest but dunno y i sill so slpy... now at work, blogging... tired... slack... Ltr on will be a busy busy day...:)  

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 15, 2010 0


Can problems just stop arising?? Reali dun understand y ppl like to create troubles & finding faults with each other... Can't they grow up abit & learn?? Even older den me oso dunno how to think.... Dun understand sia... Wanna find fault with mi? den jolly well u can go FARK SPIDER.. Coz im not a ger who u can trifled with... U wanna STEP on my tail, i'll make sure u PAY back DOUBLE or EVEN MORE!!!!.
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We, wanna Play, wanna Enjoy den have to ACCEPT the consequenses... U reap wat u sow... Dun ever try to run away from problems.. Face it, solve it... If u choose to be Turtle, Den u will bear the Consequences SOLEY by URSELF...
Dun force ppl to the EXTREME... U wouldn't noe wat they will do & wat they r capable of....
Face ur own music... No one can help u... .
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Problems come after one another... i had enough of all these NONSENSE... Dun make mi go PLUCK & all die together... If i were to DIE, i'll make SURE u DIE 10times or more Horrible Death den mi...
Com'on Try me... & u shall noe....
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FARK those UNFAITHFUL Bitches & Bastards... I did Wrong once & no way i'm going to do tat e second time...Wat mine is mine... If reali belongs to u, no matter who intrude, this relationship can't be broken down... However if reali does not belongs to u, no matter how hard u try, u will nv have HIS/HER heart...
Y still waste time on R/S?? spend more time with family n wrk hard for money alr... .
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Seriously, it's time for mi to Set my Goals, Settle everything once & for all.....

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 15, 2010 0

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Finally, he's out on bail... Safe & sound... So worried for him since last night... Heard many stories about wat he will kena... But i choose to believe none of them...
Luckily nothing much happened to him...
But one thing i am SURE of is 人不为己,天诛地灭。
Many ppl will tends to lie in order to cover their own backside... This is, of coz, tested & proven...
I reali dun understand y.. Y in this world ppl will just push all the blames to others or run away from problems when THINGS happened... Maybe thier Character is like tat... But wat benefits do they have??
Problems Won't just disappear like tat... It will onli make things worse...
Being HUMAN, we must reali learn how to learn & improve from our OWN mistakes & not just push & run away from it....
These few days alot of things happened....
& seriously i've learnt alot from all these incidents....
  1. Never Trust ANYONE
  2. Never Assume
  3. Never tell the final TRUTH to anyone
  4. Never tell a white lie/lies...
  5. Never LISTEN to others other den e Person him/herself..
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The above are the things i've & must bear in mind for the rest of my life...
No matter how close u r to a fren/siblings... Believe onli in urself...
I's reali tired of Lies & nonsense...
Y can't just give mi a moment of peace??
Problems come after another... Reali veri tired.....
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*Open Ur Eyes & look....
*Dun choose the Wrong Group of FRENS....

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Saturday, April 10, 2010 0

Friday, April 9, 2010

Wat's the Truth?
Can somebody tell mi wat's going on now?? From the start till now, i dun even noe wat's the real story...
Yet i'm being DRAG into this STUPID situation... WTH.... Somebody just let mi noe wat's going on....
At least....
Who is the GHOST i dun wan to care... Who tell LIES i oso dun wanna care... i just WANNA e TRUTH!!!
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♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Friday, April 09, 2010 0

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta


爱我还是他

ai wo hai shi ta



黑暗中的我们都没有说话

hei an zhong de wo men dou mei you shuo hua

你只想回家 不想你回家

ni zhi xiang hui jia bu xiang ni hui jia

寂寞深得像海太让人害怕

ji mo shen de xiang hai tai rang ren hai pa

温柔你的手 轻轻揉着我的发

wen rou ni de shou qing qing rou zhe wo de fa

你的眉眼说 你好渴望我拥抱

ni de mei yan shuo ni hao ke wang wo yong bao

你身体却在拼命逃 当欲望在燃烧

ni shen ti que zai pin ming tao dang yu wang zai ran shao

你爱我还是他

ni ai wo hai shi ta

是不是真的他有比我好 你为谁在挣扎

shi bu shi zhen de ta you bi wo hao ni wei shey zai zheng zha

爱我还是他

ai wo hai shi ta

就说出你想说的真心话

jiu shuo chu ni xiang shuo de zhen xin hua

你到底要跟我还是他

ni dao di yao gen wo hai shi ta

这是不是命运对我的惩罚

zhi shi bu shi ming yun dui wo de cheng fa

爱你也没办法 恨你也没办法

ai ni ye mei ban fa hen ni ye mei ban fa

陷在这个旋涡只想挣脱它

xian zai zhe ge xuan wo zhi xiang zheng tuo ta

拉着你的手 却让我也被拖下

la zhe ni de shou que rang wo ye bei tuo xia

你的眉眼说 你不渴望我拥抱

ni de mei yan shuo ni bu ke wang wo yong bao

每当爱变成了煎熬 你就开始要逃

mei dang ai bian cheng le jian ao ni jiu kai si yao tao

你爱我还是他

ni ai wo hai shi ta

是不是我可以做的更好 让你不再挣扎

shi bu shi wo ke yi zuo de geng hao rang ni bu zai zheng za

你爱我还是他

ni ai wo hai shi ta

我宁愿听到残忍的回答

wo ning yuan ting dao casn ren de hui da

也不要再被耍

ye bu yao zai bei yao

你爱我还是他

ni ai wo hai shi ta

我为你找了一百个理由

wo wei ni zao le yi bai ge li you

我就是那么傻

wo jiu shi na me sha

你爱我还是他

ni ai wo hai shi ta

是否沉默代替你的回答

shi fou chen mo dai ti ni de hui da

我应该明白吧

wo ying gai ming bai ba

YEAH

你爱我还是他

你都已看不到我们的好 我还灰心牵挂

你爱我还是他

是否沉默就是你的回答

我们都别挣扎

去爱他

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010 0


Chi Bang


 翅膀

chi bang



同样的机场不同世界

tong yang de ji chang bu tong shi jie

同样的咖啡不同味觉

tong yang de ka fei bu tong wei jue

同样的我和我都少了一些

tong yang de wo he wo dou shao le yi xie

看飞机划过天空不见了

kan fei ji hua guo tian kong bu jian le

用你给我的翅膀飞我懂这不是伤悲

yong ni gei wo de chi bang fei wo dong zhe bu shi shang bei

再高都不会累我们都说好了

zai gao dou bu hui lei wo men dou shuo hao le

用你给我的翅膀飞我感觉己够安慰

yong ni gei wo de chi bang fei wo gan jue ji gou an wei

乌云也不再多我们也不为谁掉眼泪

wu yun ye bu zai duo wo men ye bu wei shei diao yan lei

空气中藏著你的香味

kong qi zhong cang zhe ni de xiang wei

回忆里躲著你的眼泪

hui yi li duo zhe ni de yan lei

最后拥抱的温暖还有一些

zui hou yong bao de wen nuan hai you yi xie

我拖著行李往前一直走

wo tuo zhe xing li wang qian yi zhi zou

看一看回忆是云朵一朵朵的飘过

kan yi kan hui yi shi yun duo yi duo duo de piao guo

若想要回头就无法傲翔

ruo xiang yao hui tou jiu wu fa ao xiang

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010 0


Wat a day... 
Ytd went to YES SIR with Victor, Jamie, Francis & (S)Alex...
Dunno y end up having a fight with ppl...
i'm refering to Francis with Rm33 customers... Just becoz of a gal Jamie... WTF lor... Just be coz of a gal.... They dun use brain to think before they tok... When i out-talked them. they ask mi to stand one side just be coz im a gal... hahas... make mi laugh onli... Throw guys' Face sia... Zzz
Those guys r just 'smelly childish' boys...
Zzz... Waste my time & my poor swollen toe... ZZzzz Sob Sob...
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Today heard another depressing news... Kor kor(melvin-Mo gui) kena catch by police...
I tot he was arrested for MASS onli... But Zhi wei told mi they found Drugs on him too... Holy shit lor... Now i oso dunno wat r they going to charge him liaos.....
Athough now we might not be as close as last time be coz of some incidents, but i reali hope tat u wont be charge for heavy sentence... Ur daddy still need u... N ur ah ma oso lor...
Kor ar kor... Hais... i oso dunno wat to say liaos... just hope u'll be fine soon.....
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Take care....


♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, April 08, 2010 0

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

LOCATION: YES SIR
STATUS: HALF-DRUNK
MOOD: HAPPY
REASON BEING: I'M FREED
Finally i sort out my thoughts le... I noe who is always there when i need a shoulder to lean on & when i need a listening ear... Not my lovers or Bf but is my best Brother, Brian Wong...
He always gave mi the best advice & he's the onli one who dare to scold mi straight in the face... No matter wat happens he will be there... Unlike all my other 'brothers'... he gave his most sincere advice & dun care how i feel he will just scold or shout at mi in the face... waking mi up from my fantasy....
Thanks alot Brother... u Reali help alot in my Life....
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Now at YES SIR... Half-drunk... but still can take it though...
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Aldrin- keep saying sorry... Does tat help?? Nope, it does not...
I do not hate u for ur info... WE r alr adults & should be RESPONSIBLE for our own actions... So dun worri i nv HATE u...
We can still be frens...
Brian ask u dun think too much.... it's our affairs.. he got no stand to hate or give any advices... so Dun worri... he Does not HATE u...
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I'm reali happy today, dunno y oso... hahas...
Good bye all... Back to my drinking session liao....

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, April 07, 2010 0

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Ytd went to Social House after wrk... Waited for Zhi wei to come fetch me, Jamie & Victor... & Guess who i saw in the CAr,,,, It's Him... Orange.. e guy who came into my life for a few days...
I was Shocked when i opened e Car door & i saw him hinside the car... The atmoshere was awkard... I asked Victor to get into e car fers but Victor, not knowing that inside the Car was a guy, he ask mi to sit in fers coz he tot there's a lady in the Car.... =_=.... Seriously Funny.... Throughout the journey we did not tok....
Social House...Melvin was alr inside... He is Super Drunk & Super 'High', if u noe wat i mean... Causing a few little Problems... We onli Started to Drink at onli like 4am++?? den 5am N we R off.... Zzzz WTH... Going down there to See clowns performing?? Jamie is another Clown... equally same like Melvin... They Needed looking after... Zzz... It was a disaster.... hais...
Fers Visit to Social House wasn't Enjoyable.... not abit at all.....
He(orange or rather to call him Aldrin) did Tok to mi.. But it's kinda weird... Zzzz...Wat goes ard comes ard... Think of wat u have done to mi or rather ur GF... Think again... I believe in KARMA....
I've wondering to myself since last night i saw u... Why did i get involved with u in e fers place when i jolly well noe tat u got a gf? I dunno y... To be frank, my standards aren't like tat... Sori if i've hurt u saying all these... But that's the Fact....

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I dunno WTF i've been doing for the past one week but i noe everything is OVER... With peace.... I noe wat i wan this time round & i am reali fully awake from the Imaginary.... .
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Pls Lead mi to the Peaceful Island if u reali wish mi well.... 
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Melvin- Kor Kor... Dun always like tat harm ur body liaos... i noe u r into alot of stress lately but look ard u... There r so many ppl tat cares for u... y dun u just appreciate their kindness?? Hais... i noe u wont get to read this post... I hope wat i've wriiten here will be said to u one day....
Ytd u were like--- Super DEAD lo... I dunno if u've got hm safetly or not coz i onli sent u up the CAB... If i noe i sent u hm straight... But it's not right & i wont sent u hm... Coz... I noe if i sent u hm, things will happen again.... Take care Kor.... Hais.....
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Aldrin- Take care of urself... Do stay faithful to ur Gf... She loves u alot... From wat i see.. Treated u more den a lover & BF... i believe u can see it too... Treasure & cherish those who r True to u.... For in this world, Everyone is all wearing a MASK.... .
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Everyone- Xiao S is Going to Pluck up her courage & move on... Take care Guys

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Tuesday, April 06, 2010 0

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Today is a rainy day... Dun wanna wake up for work... But... Wrking today.. Slpy mood... Zzzz...
Everything seems like a dream.. Everything happened to me for the past few days seems like an illusion... It seems like the ppl tat appeared doesn't reali existed...
It seems so real yet so fake... Wat is the truth & reality??
I reali dunno lehs... Was it my imagination or illusion?
Now gonna Get rid of them for the time being... Yes i do miss them... But i can't meet them for the time being.. Meeting them too much will cause mi to have illusions of Many Funny things...
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Having someone to dote on & loved is a wonderful thingy... But if u reali dun have that kinda 'FEEL' towards tat person, no matter how hard u force urself to give tat person a chance there will nv be a OUTCOME...
I'm sorry tat i'm not tat person in ur life or rather U r not tat person in my life... Sorry... i Do not meant to Hurt u....
i jus wanna concentrate on my goals now...
1- WORK
2- MONEY
3- DAPHNE & MUMMY
 Relationship now is the last thing in my mind now...
NO MONEY NO HONEY...

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Sunday, April 04, 2010 0

Saturday, April 3, 2010

It's time for me to move on with my life with real goals.. M reali gonna to set my PIORITIES right now... No more Fooling ard, no more silly thinking.. Concentrating on my WORK & FAMILY...
R/s aside fers... now not e time for mi to get into r/s... So many times of failures i sholud reali reflect myself why m i always getting into these kind of mess....
1- Nv get involve with guys tat r attached.
2- Nv get involve with guys who dun even noe how to look after themselves.
3- Nv get involve with guys tat r 'God-Siblings' to u...
Above mentioned is wat had happened to mi previously.. This kinda experiences are tormenting... Fers i dun like to share Bf.. Who in this world likes to share their BF ??? Second i loved being loved & pampered... But i understand guys need tat too... Wat Goes ard comes ard... If they can betray their Gf like tat, one day they will do the same thing to mi all over again... Y make my life miserable?? 
Guys who dun even noe how to look after themselves doesn't even care if u r doing well or not.. So wat if they earn big money... Do they put u in the fer place? NO!! Brothers come fers... Fark the Brothers... When u r in need of help, who help u?? Think again...
'Sister/mei' is rather a name onli... 'i dun See u as a 'sis/mei' anymore... i have feelings for u n i wan u to be mine... WTF... Do u reali care how i feel or u r jus simply jealous tat Ur Bro(who had a GF) is tgt with me?? 
After Me & him ended, u simply disappeared from my life... Both of u... tgt Disappeared... 
Nevertheless, it's e best for 3 of us.. Better for mi... Better for Him & KOR... Lastly, For His GF, im sorry i intruded into his life previously.. I hope u will last long with him..(i seriously mean it)... U & ur family had help him up when he is in need of help... From wat i noe... i can see u Reali loved Him alot.. 
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Time for mi to get alife with  my own stuffs... Didi u r right... Giving daphne a Gd life is my PIORITY now... NO WORK= NO MONEY= NO GOOD LIFE. Right now Wrk is impt... I'm Giving all my time To wrk n Family now... Not just saying but oso Proving it...
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My case is ending soon... And soon i can lead back a normal lifestyle... No more night life job for mi... I Jus wanna lead a normal Life... Wat i leading nw is TOTALLY HORRIBLE!!! No sense of time... Not going hm & slp... Slping onli for 3-4 hrs per day... This Is reali Horrible... Must CHANGE!!! ending my blog for now...

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Saturday, April 03, 2010 0


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Bday: ♥06 Aug 1986♥

Kids: ♥Daphne(5), Delroy(0)♥

Bday: ♥26 Aug 2006♥

Hubby: ♥Alex Han♥

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