Saturday, June 26, 2010

To u...
For all those time u stood by mi, giving me wonderful memories with u during these time... I'm reali happy... Deep from my heart i reali appreciate for wat u have done for mi...
Making mi happy whenever it is....
I'm sorri for my Missy Temper...
I dunno if u will wait for mi but deep down i hope u will...
U r reali a typical nice guy, an ideal bf whom can settled down with a simple life which i m looking forward to...
I hope by time i come from i can see u standing at the gate waiting for mi...
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I noe asking u to accept Qiqi takes time... I m not asking u to rush into things and i noe u r trying ur best to accept her...
I noe u dotes on her n mi as well....
Maybe i m expecting too much from u...
Everything takes time... Especially when i m not around with u i hope u can help mi to spend some time with my little darling...
Rmb oh... Her birthday is 26/08, rmb to help mi buy a little cake for her as i m unable to help her celebrate u n her birthday this year...
But there's still many birthdays....
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Dear dear... Thank u....
I love u....
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

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Thursday, June 17, 2010

07/07/10 11am Court 2... Dead meat le lor... Lawyer say pray tat i dun get court 2... Now look... i kena court 2.. M i suay or wat sia.... Haiz..wat gotta come sure will come de... just onli fast or slow...
I reali got no idea how i long i will go in but like wat i say i wont expect too much... Too much hope will leads to Huge disappointment....
Wat m i thinking today u r asking mi, I'm thinking of e little one tat i cruelly killed... i do not wanna tell u coz i dun wanna u to feel guilty or anything else... i'll nv blame u for anything coz i Understand....
Let me do the thinking alone....
Not tat i wanna drink until drunk whenever i can, it's just the thoughts r killing me... I m reali thinking alot now... My case, my baby, my family & u... Wat else do u think i can think of?? i tried to waive of all the thoughts but it seems tat e more i try not to think of it, the more it will occupy my mind...
It's nv easy for mi... But i just wanna keep it in my stride... Not to bother anyone else... It's stressful enough for mi... If i let u noe den it will be even stressful for u...
I noe u wanna noe wat i m thinking but... I simply dun wan u to stress tgt with mi....
U hv enough stress of ur own le...
I'll reali cherish e remaining time i hv with u now....
Thanks for everything u've done for mi...
Being with u I m reali reali Happy.... I felt so Blissful.....
U brightened up my Life...
Thanks Dear.... Love u....
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Monday, June 14, 2010

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Thursday, June 10, 2010

Two more weeks before i go on a "short" trip for appro. 6 months.....
Will u miss mi??
I hope u do....
Saw a fren's Tweet... " Love is like standing on a Wet Cement"... Yea... I think it's true... Coz when it's dry it's hard to get out from there....
Will Our Love lasts?? We wont noe... But watever it is, i will treasure & cherish e remaining time left now...
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It's another day.... Zzzz... Boring & nonsense day.... @ wrk today was a chore... Basically was a chore.... hahas... Hated my boss coz he SUCKS.....
Tomolo am going to law firm to see my lawyer le... Most probably will go in this 16 liaos.... I reali dun wish everything to end now but i got no more choices left.. when it's time to go, it's time....
I believed in Karma too.... Wat i hv done one day will come back to mi.... Dunno It's time or wat.... Hv a feeling it had arrived....
I hope it does not happen so quickly coz it will onli makes my Dear stressed up... But if it reali happens, im not going to repeat the same mistake again....
I'm not going to make myself REGRET again.....
Be it life's going to be hard for mi or easy for mi, i'll still bear the consequences even if i were to bear it alone.....
:)

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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I was dead drunk ytd... How i end up blogging last night i oso dunno sia.... But wat i hv blog was wat i m thinking deep down in my heart.... Tt's reali things tat i wanna say long long ago...
I just wanna faster finish my jail term & start afresh.... I'm reali happy these days although alot alot of things happened to mi.... Indeed i've done something very bad.... Which will leave a deep scar forever in my heart till e day i lie in e coffin.... But watever it is, i still pray tat he/she will hv a better after-life....
I may not be e best parent in e world but i still wan e best out of my kids.....
I may not be able to gif my kids a complete family but i'll try....
All i wan is Happiness......
Simple life....
:)

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It's time for mi to say Gd bye soon... To everything i hv now... Soon everything will not be mine.... except for Daphne... i Nv expect anyting nor will hope for anything.. i just hope tat u will be happy..
Dear... i wont expect u to wait for mi coz it will be unfair to u..
i just wan u to be happy... A long as u r happy, i will too... U must take gd care of urself & dun always drink so much... Seeing u drunk my heart hurts...
Veri soon i willl leave u le... I nv meant to inrtude ur life... but having u being part of my life reali brightens up my everything.. But it's oso time for us to part... for now...
in the future, nobody will noe wat will happen... Nevertheless, i just wan u to stay happy & of coz be blissful... watever ur choice is, i respect it...
Thanks for all those happy moments u gave mi....
Today, i see u full of stress & yet i noe u r not telling mi coz i hv enough stress of my own... But have u ever think tat by not telling mi, i wont noe wat u r thinking?? i wanna share ur problems too... U dun have to handle all these urself... Likewise... i tell u my problems... But right now, this moment onwards, i will keep it to myself... Coz i dun bear to let u burden my load.... I treat u as my bf tat's y i dun wanna see u unhappy...
I'm not a gd gf... I m a killer... I'm a lousy gf.....
SORRY!!!!
I reali mean it.....
Dear..... I love u....
Promise mi u will be happy....
Love u.....
Take care.....

♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Tuesday, June 08, 2010 0

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Yup yup today is our Zoo outing le:) Fantastic!!! hahas... Going with Dear Dear, Darling Daphne & Jason!!! Meeting ltr in e morning about 9plus ba... Now @ Dear house... Slack abit den 5plus take fers train back to my house to take a short rest... After which Jason will come pick uu up den off we go to Mandai Zoo!!! Woo HOoo~~~
Looking forward to Zoo!!!
Time time faster faster.. i cant wait!!! Ltr go hm must wake my little piglet up for Her fers trip to zoo... Hahas... Fers time she's going to e Zoo & i bet aftr tat Monday she sure go school Hao Lian de....
Ytd she told mi... "Mummy i dun wan see Monkey & Tiger.. I wan see Elephant & Giraff".. Den i asked her.. Wan see Qi qi?? she say Yes.. I told her look into e mirror & u will see Qiqi.. hahas... Den she keep on laughing... Ahhh... Tat's how's kids are... So naive...
How i wish i can be like a kid... No worries... Everyday Eat, Play & Slp onli...
Time waits for no man.... Neither will it stop for anyone....
:)
Zoo Outing Post will be updated Soon!!!
Cya!!!

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Friday, June 4, 2010

Today is e 4th alr... Many of my things have been settled alr... Things tat made mi happy & oso things tat left a permanent scar in my entire life...
*I've finally settled my Divorce with Leonard Hong(ah boi) le... Finally aftr 4 yrs i've regained my single life again in the law of eyes... I'm seriously happy abt it coz there's no more strings attached between mi & him anymore... He's free to choose & so do i....
Mummy asked mi to choose carefully this time round.... & definintely i will...
*On e 1st of june i did something horrible... Something which i can nv forgive myself.... Yet i've no choice but to do it...
I'm veri veri sorry.... Reali hope my little one will forgive mi.....
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Aftr all these finally left with my court case.... Hopefully i can get a lighter sentence.... Giving mi a chance to start afresh.....
This time round i'm reali hoping for a normal life aft my sentence.....
Wanna  lead wat a normal life should be....
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This coming Sat i'm gonna Bring my Darling Daphne to the ZOO!!! First time in her life going to the ZOO & i'll make sure no matter how tired i m i will definitely bring her go!!!!
It's been so long since i spend quality time with her alr....
I'm not going to waste anymore time neither i wan our relationship to fade away....
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Looking forward to this wonderful Sat....
:)
Loves ("v")

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