Thursday, June 17, 2010

07/07/10 11am Court 2... Dead meat le lor... Lawyer say pray tat i dun get court 2... Now look... i kena court 2.. M i suay or wat sia.... Haiz..wat gotta come sure will come de... just onli fast or slow...
I reali got no idea how i long i will go in but like wat i say i wont expect too much... Too much hope will leads to Huge disappointment....
Wat m i thinking today u r asking mi, I'm thinking of e little one tat i cruelly killed... i do not wanna tell u coz i dun wanna u to feel guilty or anything else... i'll nv blame u for anything coz i Understand....
Let me do the thinking alone....
Not tat i wanna drink until drunk whenever i can, it's just the thoughts r killing me... I m reali thinking alot now... My case, my baby, my family & u... Wat else do u think i can think of?? i tried to waive of all the thoughts but it seems tat e more i try not to think of it, the more it will occupy my mind...
It's nv easy for mi... But i just wanna keep it in my stride... Not to bother anyone else... It's stressful enough for mi... If i let u noe den it will be even stressful for u...
I noe u wanna noe wat i m thinking but... I simply dun wan u to stress tgt with mi....
U hv enough stress of ur own le...
I'll reali cherish e remaining time i hv with u now....
Thanks for everything u've done for mi...
Being with u I m reali reali Happy.... I felt so Blissful.....
U brightened up my Life...
Thanks Dear.... Love u....
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Thursday, June 17, 2010 0