Monday, May 31, 2010

5.22am & here i m blogging... Cant slp.... Dear is Drunk.... For certain reason both of us noe.... But one thing he doesn't noe is that my heart pains when he gets himself so drunk... I can fully undersaynd y he wanna get drunk... If i can drink i wanna get drunk everyday too...
I noe he doesn't wan mi to be unhappy... But some things r there hidden in my heart which is unspeakable.... Not everyone can understand how i feel & wat i m going through...
Dear asked mi to promise him to behave myself when im inside, so tat i can come out early... Of coz i will.... Dun worry...
Things i worry are not these... To mi these r just trivial matters... Wat reali bothers mi so Much is something tat i will regret for life & im sure of tat... But wat else can i do?? nothing at all.... In a loss But will anyone reali understand???
It hurts... Reali hurts....
It will always stay in my heart, hidden in a small corner... Never to be digged out till e day i die....


♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Monday, May 31, 2010 0