Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I've been thinking for the whole day... R u tired of this relationship already? i reali dunno lehx...
U may call mi sensitive.. But i've not sensed love from u since a few days ago...The conversations that we have for the past few days r not Conversations.. They are arguments.. Dun u think so? I reali wanna engage a nice conversation with u ... But it seems like i cant tok with u.. Why?
M i so sickening? hais...
I wrote in my diary today, telling myself not to cry.. not to think too much... but y m i not sensing ur love anymore?..
Rite now as im blogging.. i msg u... telling u i wanna mit even if it's for the last time.... i jus wanna b in ur warm arms once again...
U noe.. Rite now im having e same feeling when 'Candy' appeared in our lives... It's just e same kinda irritating feeling... i can't sit still or even do anything rite.... It's a veri helpless feeling.. suddenly my heart pains... pains mi to noe that u r sick n i m not there with u.... pains tat i dun feel love anymore...
I m sorry...
i Jus need to pour out... I'm simply not a good gf ain't i? hais... i noe myself....
jus hope ur sickness faster recover....
I'll still be there when u need mi... But i wont Disturb u when u need peace...
U always says i cant sacrifice... This time round i can... hais...
take care My Loved...
-=Xiao^S=-
♥♥WeLcOmE tO Xiao^S ♥♥xXiAo^Ss |iFe♥♥ Wednesday, November 11, 2009
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