多两天就是2013了。时间过得可真快。中间也发生了很多事。。分开的分了，不该在一起的在一起了。。开始了这短暂的恋情.... 而且很快的也要结束了。。这到底是为了什么呢？
爱上一个人很简单，但是放下好困难呢。。好无奈好无奈。。有谁能告诉我接下来我应该怎么办呢？
Which is better? Past, present or future? Many things in e past we have missed or done we would like to go back n chg things... But time doesnt wait for anyone nor we chg e past, we can only work hard in e present for a better future...
So there's no definition for past, present n future...
Today as i am posting here, i am feeling down... Am i not a understanding wife? I do not noe how understanding i must be... I may not be a perfect wife but i treasure everything i have now... All along i hv been a listener... Who is there to listen to mi? Who is there to truly understand mi? Who can i start confiding in?
I am trying hard to open up my heart but it seems like my feelings r not as impt as his.... Expecting mi to understand him but no one understand mi..
Maybe i shld just closed up n keep to myself once again... No point openning up when no one is keens to listen...
In life or relationship, one hv to give in or sacrifice... If both r not gg to give in den ending will be nearing... 有舍才有得.... This is something i learn in life...
Im leading a no-life life now..working in a night club means no life..while people slp, i am still working... When ppl woke up for work i m still in my lala land. Hubby had chg job to morning so therefore our time now is totally reversed...spending time tgt now seems onli like once a week, with kids n hubby.. Time seems to be never enough for mi.. When can i get back my normal lifestyle, spending quality time with family?
I wanna have a normal life back... But i have to endure for the time being, till e day of e arrival of my hse... Another two more yrs.. I need to hv more savings... Daphne is going primary one nx yr... I need to take out more of my time for her... It's a crucial time for her... Dun wanna her to think that im always not ard for her...
Awaiting for 2014... Things will be better.. Strongly believe... Perservance n endurance leads to success!!!!
